do you sometimes have this feeling sometimes ? that you can not do anything and everything that you want is impossible for you ? i do too . and its happening now and its not nice at all . I feel weak even though i'm stuck in one of the best boarding schools in the world . Even though i didn't become this fucking president and even though i feel like i should do something , slap my face and stop worrying about this bullshit , i'm still doing it . screw that . i want my normal life back . And sometimes to stop thinking about my ''fucked'' life , i'm searching in the internet for real problems and i'm trying to imagine for example life of child soldiers. understand that ? i hope .
